urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:soccerfreak2727 soccerfreak2727 soccerfreak2727 2007-01-14T05:02:25Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:soccerfreak2727:942 2007-01-13T06:21:51Z 2007-01-14T05:02:25Z Well as you know everyone has two parts, a part that wants and a part that faces the reality of it all. I have had a problem, it's that people I care about have really tied me up in saying things that well lets just say I think i will just stop being me and be someone else cause, it's not because I'm trying to run away or feeling bad for my self its it's part of a larger picture. One that I need a break from, let all the feelings go away and let lives run as they may. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:soccerfreak2727:559 2006-12-07T09:57:56Z 2006-12-07T09:57:56Z Why does everyone think there life is bad, and if not bad not to there liking. I am going to tell you that life is something know one will ever get . Life can open and close doors on you so fast you will ask your self why did it even present its self to me. A dear friend of mine and she knows who she is , is the most helpful and trusting person and for me to say that, it takes alot. but life sucks, that's what best friends that help with past girl friends are for. helping me to get through my life.